Just now, my spirit disappeared. I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at it. I was completely awake

Mo Yibai, the more I look at this person, the more suspicious I am. I am haunted by ghosts. When I sleep, my weapon stays with me. When I feel strange, I can immediately calm down even when I am sleepy. But Mo Yibai can’t see through this person’s vigilance. I am still strong, as if I live in a state of being hunted every day.
When I saw Mo Yibai, I realized that I was looking at him. I turned my head and looked at Hua unbeaten. What’s wrong with you early in the morning?
It’s getting late. I’ve just seen it. Many people have gone to this building to occupy seats. Let’s go quickly, too, said Hua unbeaten excitedly
I almost rolled my eyes and looked at Hua unbeaten. Brother, you were at the theatre and grabbed the post. The positions of the people were all arranged. You should grab it and don’t be bombarded.
Flowers unbeaten slammed his forehead. Damn it, I forgot to watch such a large group of people running towards this building. I really went to grab a seat. I can’t afford to hurt. I can’t afford to hurt. Then you go on. I’ll go back and squint for a while. I was too excited and didn’t fall asleep last night, but it’s not good to squint.
The unbeaten flowers woke people up, patted their asses and went back to sleep. I was a little sleepy, and I looked at Mo Yibai as energetic as me.
It seems that Mo Yibai is not going to sleep with me either. Get up and say, I’ll go and wash first.
Mo Yibai nodded his head without saying anything.
I didn’t expect Mo Yibai to say anything to me either. Mo Yibai never wanted to live with Hua Yibai after living here, and he didn’t want to live with Mo Yibai. Mo Yibai felt that he had been sleeping with me in my room, and I didn’t sleep without saying a word, but it turns out that I was talkative. Mo Yibai refused to say that he didn’t even fart.
I fucking feel like I’m being ridiculed like a boudoir dissatisfied housewife. Mo Yibai is lying on his side, and I just look at his back and mumble and talk. Mo Yibai doesn’t know if he’s asleep or awake, and he doesn’t know if he’s heard it. On the contrary, he doesn’t. I occasionally, um, say nothing most of the time, and then I feel like I’m going crazy.
For Mo Yibai, I’m better than my grandfather. I haven’t expected me to brush my teeth while sighing at my shoulders in the mirror. The dragon seems to be more active recently, curled up and stretched out day by day, and the faucet was lifted with momentum as if to fly away.
I’ve been following my own things for twenty years, but I still feel creepy when I look at them. I always feel that this dragon is strange, and the more I look at it, the more I feel my heart tremble.
I moved my eyes to other places and didn’t look at my shoulder. I splashed water on my face to sober myself up. Then I took off my vest, turned around and took a look at my back.
I’m more worried about the golden scales on my back than the shoulder dragon. I’m afraid that the scales will spread to cover my body one day, and then my legs will directly turn into a snake. So I’d rather be eaten by my shoulder dragon or give my life to the terrifying.
I really can’t accept that I have become a monster, and the monster is so terrible that I have chills again in my heart. In the summer, I feel cold all over for no reason.
I recall in my head that when I met Yubo on the plane, he always felt that the scales behind him were more or less the same as Yubo’s. Now, where is Yubo’s life or death? Does Yubo know that the royal dragon chop will be sent to my grandpa’s antique shop and will be in the hands of the young master?
I think my head hurts, but I don’t have a clue. In the mirror, there is a golden thing in my back spine, and the golden scales cover it. I vaguely see the scales like a black paw print.
What surprised me when I looked at the back yesterday? The black paw print seemed to emit this black smell. I turned my head and stared at the scales behind me. The black paw print suddenly magnified several times, and a pair of blood-red eyes seemed to smile at me again.
It’s these red eyes again, and my hair is counting down. My heart sinks, I’m afraid and crazy, and I feel as if I can’t control myself. I suddenly picked up my razor and wandered into the mirror.
The bust went into pieces. Mo Yibai heard the noise and rushed into the health room and asked me what was wrong.
After looking at the mess and looking around at nothing, Mo Yibai broke me off and looked at my back.
I sat down in horror and hugged myself, and my eyes seemed to be staring at me closely. Fear spread all over me from the deepest part of my heart, and I felt that I was vulnerable.
I’m shaking all over. I’m not afraid of death. I’m not afraid of ghosts in hell. But I don’t know where this elusive thing comes from. I don’t know where it is. I always stare at me like this. This feeling is more terrible than death. Often the unknown is the most terrible. I finally know that I’m so afraid. I’m afraid that I’m also a monster. I’m afraid that the monster is plotting, but I don’t know that Chapter 10 is on the verge of collapse
Why do you want to do this to me? Everything annoys me. Isn’t it my destiny to live to this day? What are you all going to deal with me? What is it? I really want to yell. I really want to fight with my red eyes, but I can’t. I don’t know where it is. It looks at me closely. It doesn’t start work. It just looks at me. I’m afraid to tremble. It’s laughing. It’s crazy. I’m like a clown played by fate. I’m being teased.
For the first time, I feel so fragile. I’m really tired. I’m also a human being. Even men will be tired. How I wish I could live my life in an ordinary way. Even if I am an orphan, even if I don’t have much knowledge, even if I am the lowest level person, can I? I can’t.
I don’t want to cry, but tears still fall. No one knows how to calm down. My heart is so scared. I am more confused. Is it futile for me to do so much resistance? Why should I stay alive until now? I will go to hell to be reincarnated early in the morning. Maybe I can be a happy person.
After so many years of resistance, I suddenly felt that all resistance was in vain. When I completely collapsed, tears rolled down. Come on, come on, everything will come on. Kill me. I really don’t want to live.
Mo Yibai paused in front of me, stretched out his hand and patted me on the shoulder. After staring at me for a long time, he said you can’t die.
I sat on the ground and sneered that I didn’t die when I was dead. Can’t I even die when I want to die? How pathetic I am.
Don’t pretend to be a good person in front of me. You bite your teeth and say nothing one by one. I’m kept in the dark. Do you want to pretend to be a good person in front of me? I can’t die. I want to listen to you. I’m going to die. Who can stop my anger? I yelled at Mo Yibai and gave him a big push. Be careful in front of me. Mo Yibai will get out of here.
Mo Yibai fell to the ground and was cut by pieces of glass on the ground. A lot of wounds suddenly became bloody. My mouth was covered with cold sneer and tears, but I still couldn’t control it. Come again.
Hua unbeaten was also shocked by me, holding his whip with a busy face and asking what happened, what and who.
Then you will come to help me when you are busy helping Mo Yibai, and you will be pulled by Mo Yibai to Mo Yibai. You should be quiet first.
Flowers undefeated and Mo Yibai went away. I sat on the ground alone and felt cold.
Black and white often come to see me with a worried face and ask me how I am.
When I look at black and white, I often sneer at you. Hook my soul. I won’t resist this time. Take me to the underworld. I quit being a man. I quit being a fairy tomb, gold and silver jewelry, and palm days. They don’t want me to go to hell. Even being a turtle is better than being this person. It’s easy for the underworld to stop being a fucking man. Let’s go to ten levels of hell.
Don’t be like this, brother Xiaolong. We’re not here to take your life. Yama wants us to take care of your treasure fight. It’s time to go to the fairy tomb. Yama wants you to get ready.
Fuck off, Yan Lao doesn’t work for him. He can take whatever he wants. I’m fucking dead. What do I want with this life? I’m waiting to become a monster.
Little Long Ye, are you all right? Bai often asked with some worry.
I-do you think I’m okay? Do you think I can be okay? I yelled hysterically.
Black and white are often startled and take a few steps back. As soon as they disappear, leave a word floating in the air. We have brought it to us, so let’s go first.
Get out of here. Nothing good keeps giving you life. You don’t want me to snort cold. My head is at a loss. Should I go? Should I live or should I die?
I never knew that I would be like this. I never felt that my fate was in my own hands. I never thought that I wanted to die, even if it was terrifying, but I was wrong. Everything was wrong. Even if I didn’t die, am I waiting to become a monster? Am I waiting for those red eyes to devour me?
The future is a blur, and I feel that I am so small, and my fate has turned me upside down. I don’t know why I am living so hard.
I got up, drifted off, and walked towards the door. Hua unbeaten looked at me with worry and asked me if I was okay.
I didn’t walk towards the door. I don’t want to care. I don’t want to care about anything. I have to care about so many things. Everything has to involve me. Can’t I be an ordinary person? I sneer. I know I’m having a breakdown. I’m hysterical, but I can’t calm myself down. I can’t make myself smarter.
To think of those red eyes staring at me, to think of the scales behind me, to think of that dream, I feel scared, and I can no longer think that I am on the verge of collapse. I want to wipe my neck and kill it all.
It’s my heart that doesn’t allow me to do this. I know it’s not me who is so weak, but I’m trying to fight again, just like you can’t see the end in the deep sea. In the marginal deep sea, you don’t know where to land. You can’t see the slightest hope that you will lose the courage to try again when you see the most horrible solution.