Every time I go, it’s actually when Li Yan’s family sends money to their family. Although it’s nominally foster care, my brother’s family has a hard life. Li Yan’s skin is fair, but his brother is dark. At first glance, he often works in the farmland

Once Li Yan’s mother cried in front of her when she saw her child like that.
Li Yan always lives in his brother’s guilt.
Every time my mother comes home, she always quarrels with her father. She always says that her father can’t make more money to support his two children without it.
When parents quarrel, Li Yan always blames himself for all this, and he has caused disharmony at home and his brother’s life.
There is still a saying in the village that it is impossible to have two people who look exactly the same in the same house at the same time.
When Li Yan was a child, she always saw such a scene in the village. Because of the unwritten rules of the village, there would be newborn babies who were killed alive in the village and then directly thrown to the side of the road.
The bloodiest scene that Li Yan saw was that people in the village snatched her child from the person who had just given birth, and people stared at it and were killed in this way.
In this case, no one has ever come out to stop them from doing it, and there are even people cheering and cheering.
Li Yan imagined several times that she would be thrown into the street like this and killed by the villagers.
The end result is an excuse to protect the interests in the village, and then it will gradually fade away from people’s memory.
Li Yan is extremely disgusted with this idea in the village, and I don’t know how many newborn babies’ lives have been destroyed.
For Li Yan, this is a nightmare.
However, with the growth of age, Li Yan feels that the sense of distance between himself and his younger brother is getting bigger and bigger, especially after; The intimate feeling before my brother was sensible just slowly disappeared.
Although my mother and I always visit my brother during the holidays every year, the reaction is very different.
A mother will ask her son what happened, and often she will be silent.
What did another village bring to his brother? Li Yan knew that his brother was in pain, and his body was scarred and emaciated. Li Yan couldn’t get rid of pictures in his mind.
"Ahem" Li Yan coughed violently and couldn’t help but shed tears because of pain.
"Uncle Yan, you" Longyou choked up a little. This growing environment is unbearable for ordinary people. He can’t be white. What happened to Uncle Yan’s brother became what he is today.
"Little Dragon, Uncle Yan is middle-aged. These things have been in the past for a long time. It’s really true that I told you so much today." Yan Yan wiped her tears and smiled shyly.
These things have been buried in Li Yan’s heart. I don’t know how long it has been. Today, there has never been a’ sex’ in front of Longyou. He suddenly felt that he had to untie his heart for so many years. Generally, Li Yan didn’t dare to decide so easily before he really met his brother.
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Chapter 343 The past is unbearable
"Yan Shu, you can rest assured that I won’t tell others that you have suffered a lot in your heart for so many years." Longyou comforted and gave Li Yanduan a cup of hot tea.
Today, Li Yan’s harvest here proved to be a lot of longyou corners of the mouth slipped a subtle smile and gave Li Yan a light look.
It’s much deeper to bear such pain and live hard all my life, even if it’s better than this.
Li Yan glanced out of the window and felt a little better. This began to talk about what happened after that.
Even when Li Yan was very young, Li Yan’s mother always told Li Yan that she had a twin brother. Li Yan always has a particularly strong sense of guilt when he knows that he has lived better than his brother.
It was not until later that the economic conditions of Li Yan’s family improved that they were able to move to the town.
But one year before moving to the town, the children disappeared.
When Li Yan’s family came to move to the town to take their children to live with them, the unfortunate ear thing quietly came to this unfortunate family.
This is the Chinese New Year when Li Yan went to see his brother with his mother as usual, but this time they didn’t bring anything, because they were going to take him back directly.
Li Yan was happy all the way, skipping along with his mother and fantasizing about his brother’s joy when he heard that he could go home with them.
However, they didn’t see their children when they stepped on the soil of another village.
At that time, many children were playing in the street during the busy New Year, and Li Yan’s mother specially bought a bunch of candy that her children loved and went to the foster home.
Just as they were about to ask themselves where their children were going, the family gave them the answer that they couldn’t have children.
It was explained that their children didn’t come back to play in the village yesterday and didn’t come back until dark.
If the boy had been here, he would have come back before dark.
The family realized that it was wrong and went out to find the child, but they found it in the middle of the night.
The neighbor’s children also asked, but they didn’t see him
This mother Li Yan is anxious to quarrel with the foster family, but it still doesn’t help.
Li Yan watched her mother sitting at someone else’s door, crying and holding her brother’s candy in her hand, but there was no net for anything.
He couldn’t figure out why his brother didn’t disappear that day or his family disappeared when they were going to pick him up.
Is this what the village says? Li Yan and his mother were afraid that Zhang, a neighboring village, finally got home. Li Yan’s father had been waiting for them at home, and finally he was full of joy to see his wife and eldest son back. And covered in mud.
Li Yan remembers that both father and mother cried for a long time in their rooms. The father blamed himself for not being able to take good care of his children, while the mother kept blaming herself for not leaving her children in the neighboring village so privately, but there was no room for redemption when things happened.
Because of what the village said, Li Yan’s family always claimed that there was a child in their family and suddenly said that another child was lost in the neighboring village. The result was conceivable.
The last side of the village, the Li family, was almost in extreme pain, but it was impossible to find such a situation. In the last year, Li Yan’s mother almost suffered from schizophrenia.
Li Yan always deliberately goes to the neighboring village road to see if his brother is still there, but in the end there is nothing.
Every day, Li Yan’s mother cried at home, and when her eldest son came back, her child would come back. At one time, Li Yan’s mother couldn’t sleep all night, waiting for her child to come back at her door every night.
This year has been a painful one.
Every time Li Yan recalls this past, his heart is particularly painful.
It was when Li Yan’s family moved to the town that these conditions improved.
After Li Yan’s family moved to the town, although the family’s economic conditions have improved, there is no way to raise a child in the town. The expenses in the village can’t be compared with those in the town, because after all, Li Yan’s parents still have to pay for other studies and their own living expenses in many ways.
After their family moved to the town, the village rumors gradually decreased.
In this way, Li Yan lives in the town, but his family still believes that they live in the children’s village.
Li Yan’s life in the town has always been unhappy. He often dreams of his brother crying in the village and then wants to go back to his home, but Li Yan’s parents just can’t let him come back.
He is full of deep guilt about his brother, and he feels very guilty every time he thinks about it.
My living conditions are so much better than my brother’s, but my brother lives in the village. Sometimes he can’t even eat a full meal. There was a famine in the village, and he felt particularly uncomfortable when he didn’t have enough to eat.
My brother doesn’t even have a chance to study in the village. He can study every day. Every time he thinks like this, Li Yan will wonder why he is not suffering in the village but enjoying it in the town.